by Kambria Kennedy-Dominguez I've learned through my last few years as a counselor that grief is not what I once thought it was. I used to think that it only began after a loss had occurred, and generally that loss had to be severe, like the death of a loved one or the ending of a marriage. But then I started working in hospice, and visiting family members of those who were dying from terminal illnesses. Sometimes these family members had been caring for their loved ones in declining health for up to 10 yeas...or longer. And I realized then that the grief process starts much earlier than I'd imagined. The loss is not always a dramatic final ending, rather sometimes it's the small losses along the way that are the more critical experiences to mental health. In this article, I will focus on losses that occur gradually, and the experience of grief as a cumulative process. However, of course, there are times when losses occur suddenly and unexpectedly. Such as losing a loved one in an accident or to an acute health condition. My goal is not to minimize or dismiss those very real and devastating sudden experiences of grief. Rather my goal is to help us bring light to how grief operates in other, less understood, ways. Here are a few examples. None of these stories represent one person I have seen. Rather they are bits and pieces of stories that illustrate how grief can operate in unexpected ways. I was working once with a wife who had been caring for her husband with Alzheimer's for about 9 years, when he finally stopped remembering the vintage cars that had been one of the joys of his life. This particular escalation of his memory loss was one of the hardest parts of the journey for her. The cars had meant the world to him. He had spent countless hours looking at them, naming them, talking to friends about them, and sharing his passion for them. She asked herself, "Who was he if he didn't remember the cars? Was he still her husband, and why was it harder to relate to him now, to see him the same way?" Another time, I was working with a husband whose wife had a form of dementia that in some ways mimics schizophrenia with visual hallucinations and delusions. He struggled most at times that surprised me. It wasn't when his wife saw things that weren't there or rambled on about ideas that didn't make sense to him. The difficulty came when his wife, who had always been diligent in decorating their home in meticulous detail, no longer recognized important objects from their family history. This change represented a tremendous loss for him because her remembrance of care for family heirlooms was fundamental to how he defined her. Another time, a young woman came to counseling to work on issues in her marriage that were resulting in her drinking alcohol to excess at times. Over the course of our sessions she also shared that she had learned that her mother had been diagnosed with an illness that was degenerative and incurable. She was seeing a decline in her mom's ability to use words, to navigate around her house safely without falling, and to learn and retain new information. We discovered that her drinking problem had arisen just at the time that her mom was diagnosed with this illness. For her, the knowledge of the incurable diagnosis was the most difficult loss. She hadn't realized that she was coping with the loss by using alcohol, and that in turn was seriously impacting her marriage. Discovering losses and recognizing grief are common aspects of work done in counseling sessions. Normalizing and educating ourselves about grief can have a tremendous impact on healing. The five stages of grief are denial, anger, bargaining, depression, and acceptance. They do not always occur in this order, and do not represent finite periods of time or intensity. And they do not always begin after a death has occurred. In the case of illnesses and changes in loved ones that are more gradual, the grief process begins early. And knowing that grief starts early can help us better name our emotional experience and help us be more compassionate with ourselves through moments of suffering.
6/3/2019 03:40:54 pm
Counseling sounds like a wonderful plan when you are having grief issues. Making sure that your loved ones are not coping in unhealthy ways like drinking is a great tip. A friend of mine i thinking about getting this kind counseling and might like the insight.
Kambria Kennedy-Dominguez
6/4/2019 09:45:12 am
Hi Camille. Yes, definitely share with your friend if you think it would be helpful! 6/5/2019 12:53:35 am
I didn't know that grief can be a cumulative process that needs to be dealt with. According to this, people do things in remembrance of their loved one and to cope with loss. Moreover, it's recommended to consult experts when in need of grief counseling. 6/1/2020 09:02:44 pm
Thank you for sharing the various stories of people with grief and how it was for them. My sister recently lost her child in a car crash and this has become a tremendous shock for her and her husband. My brother-in-law has started drinking and I think he is not coping well with the passing of his child. I will definitely suggest both of them to visit a grief counselor so that they can get through this together.
Kambria Kennedy-Dominguez
6/2/2020 06:06:09 am
Hi Alicia, I'm so glad the article was helpful to you. Definitely, counseling can be a great help to them as they work through their grief, and I do hope they find the support they need. 6/17/2020 11:18:22 am
I like how you mentioned normalizing grief is common. My husband is about to die. I would love to find other ways to grieve this time in my life. 6/7/2021 09:17:47 am
I really love the content you posted, it is always super helpful and informative. Keep posting such an amazing article, I love reading all your blogs. 6/11/2021 05:23:10 am
I really love the content you posted, it is always super helpful and informative. Keep posting such an amazing article, I love reading all your blogs. Comments are closed.
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